Slow and a failure, so let me go.

Less 1 failure to take care of.
Less 1 eyesore for the world to see.
Less 1 pain to worry about.

Perhaps it is time. Plug it off. Goodbye.

SOS I'm thinking of...

Help me! I'm suicidal.

The 2nd attempt at merchandising almost cost me my life.

Because Uselessness overwhelms me like giant merciless waves. Because Incompatible haunts me like shadows in the noon. Because Failure brands me like a middle name. Because Pain

Because I give up and give in to it all.

And revelation comes once again. "The thief comes to steal, kill and destroy", never rung so true before. The thief has only 1 ultimate goal, to bring you down with him in anyway possible.

He steals your heart from Truth, and kills your desire to live wholly. He persistently whispers in your ear that self destruction is the only way out of this crazy sh*t.
Suddenly walking into oncoming traffic becomes a common trespassing thought. Or subconsciously wondering where to get painless death pills.

Even when the pain wears away, remember to never underestimate what your mind can make you do.

Praise is life for our soul

How true it is that we were made to praise Him! And hindering ourselves from doing that just depresses our own soul, leaving us with a deep desire left unfulfilled. Praising lifts our spirit, to do otherwise would damn our soul.

This is goodbye

There's a huge lump in my throat
And a river full of tears
As I unravel my most honest feelings
And get right with myself
Its true that you can fool everyone but you can never fool your heart.

Perhaps it's time we stop what has become a routine.
Perhaps it's time to get real with ourselves.
Perhaps it's time to call it quits.

I'm letting you go.